Sorry I'm So Sorry

okay, again i've been neglected my beloved blog. Sorry i'm not kinda good blogger:)
there were lot of things happened in my life.

#1. I've done last term test
#2. I've already got school report
#3. I got the first rank (not only in my class but also in all social class program)
#4. I AM OFFICIALLY IN A HOLIDAY YEAAAAAY :)

THANKS GOD FOR ALL THE GOOD THINGS HAPPENED TO ME :)

you know what? tomorrow gonna be a blast, cause i'm going to Lombok yeay! it's really something to me cause lombok is the place where i born. i never go to this place since 15 years ago. i'll go with my friends there because is kinda study tour from school not kind a vacation with my family, but i hope my family and i can have time to go to Lombok hihi.i'm sure it will be awesome. i'll post the photos here then.

Fashion Muse

Yes, she is Alexa Chung. She's my fashion muse, i bet for you too isn't it? she is easily wears something effortless yet edgy :)

She is an English TV presenter who hosted MTV's It's On with Alexa Chung. before being a TV presenter she is also a model but she said that "On, shoot,quite often people just don't speak to you. i think my self esteemwent quite low,because i thoughtif nobody want to talk to me, i must be really uninteresting and a little bit thick" so she decided to quit from modeling.
but it doesn't matter 'cause she get a great passion at tv presenter and she is really into her job :)

Chung came to the attention of the fashion press for her distinctive, quirky style. She frequently appears on Best Dressed Lists, in fashion magazines and on the front row of fashion shows. In December 2009 she came top in Vogue's Style List. She socialises with many well-known faces but has said the idea of lots of celebrity friends is "so cheesy".She has dismissed the notion of being an It girl, saying “there’s not much to being an It girl. It’s really quite a depressing title to hold”.

The designer hand-bag company Mulberry created a new bag named after and inspired by Chung, called the "Alexa."

Here are some photos :)







With Kaya Scodelario at a front row of fashion shows, a model also.(She's so beautiful, i envy her ;p)

Quote Of The Day

The future depends on what we do in the present - Gandhi

i like Monday

Adios all people, today is Monday it should be boring day but not for today you want to know why?? here the story

i woke up, still felt sleepy because last night i watched 'Chasing Liberty' which is my favorite movie even its not a new movie, i think its so romantic. i love Ben Calder:)

CHASING LIBERTY
PLAYED BY: MANDY MOORE AS Anna Foster and MATTHEW GOODE AS Ben Calder




Matthew Goode <3
(look at her eyes, i'm melted!)

and then i arrived at school at the teacher told me to go to the Auditorium and i didn't know why. apparently there was a promotion, product actually for face and ms.V (the mc told like that) felt little bit boring, the MC told that there will be a performance from Ihsan idol, just tought it was a lie because i just saw the video only not the person and finally he was really came and sang for us lol.

anyway, every monday i just felt the time really flies so fast i don't know why, maybe because there are Geography class (3 hours) indonesian, english, and math which are not that many than the other day :)and tomorrow i should back home at 7 pm because there is an english course after school, :( kinda tiring right?

XI Social I

as you know time really flies so fast, i hate that fact so much and i don't lie. there are so many things happen and i want a time machine to get it again. but in fact i don't have or even find the time machine

at first when i chose XI Social 1 as my next class, i felt like a stranger even actually i've known the students but not personaly. we tried to get closer and finally became friends. even actually girls didn't play together we have some circle in class but we have a good relationship and there wasn't happened something bad between us. we become together by our class. XI Social 1.

we also make a futsal uniform lol even i don't even know do i will wear it because i never ever play that stuff. but i believe we still become nice friend even we separated by next class.

now it just a week left for us, because next 2 weeks we have to face the test, the test which we have done it well if we want to be a 12 grader student an it means we don't much time together :( i really love this class, i feel comfort, even theres a time i hate when there were some friends yelling, laughing as loud as they could that made can't study well lol

last words,for my XI Social crew
thanks for a year you've given to me. you were have given a lot of color in my life
i hope we can be a classmate again in next class :)

Way Back Into Love

wanna share with you! i love this song so much this song from music and lyrics movie.
enjoy guys!

Way back into Love (ost. music and lyrics)

I've been living with a shadow overhead
I've been sleeping with a cloud above my bed
I've been lonely for so long
Trapped in the past, I just can't seem to move on

I've been hiding all my hopes and dreams away
Just in case I ever need em again someday
I've been setting aside time
To clear a little space in the corners of my mind
All I want to do is find a way back into love
I can't make it through without a way back into love
Oh oh oh

I've been watching but the stars refuse to shine
I've been searching but I just don't see the signs
I know that it's out there
There's got to be something for my soul somewhere
I've been looking for someone to shed some light
Not just somebody just to get me throught the night
I could use some direction
And I'm open to your suggestions

All I want to do is find a way back into love
I can't make it through without a way back into love
And if I open my heart again
I guess I'm hoping you'll be there for me in the end
There are moments when I don't know if it's real
Or if anybody feels the way I feel
I need inspiration Not just another negotiation

All I want to do is find a way back into love
I can't make it through without a way back into love
And if I open my heart to you
I'm hoping you'll show me what to do
And if you help me to start again
You know that I'll be there for you in the end

i'm Done

Have you ever felt tired of something? for example waiting for something that you know it really hard to make it come true.

for me, at first a feel there is a hope but as time goes by i feel really really tired, not physicaly but mentaly. my eyes are open now that maybe something that i wait isnt worth it, and i believe that God would give me something better than what i wait now. So, thanks. i'm done, i already woken up good bye dream world. i'm back to reality.

one thing for sure: i've already unfollowed you too!

Haloha my old diary :)

hello! its such a long time. how are you here people?? i hope great guys.

its Friday, and you know what i just came home even you know today actually is holiday but i should go to smansa (SMAN I Bekasi) in order to join a competition. even actually i'm not a winner but at least i have something more than just wining a competition, but i have an experience :)
i also meet my dearest friend there named Melay hihi i'm very happy:)

last sunday i've met my trilogy friend, such a grwwwwwwweet time we had:) there were me, ocha, melay, dhinai and also tamai and her boyfie. i felt happy because you know we haven't met each other since our teacher's wedding. even were busy i hope we can still have time to spend together! i love you guys<3